⚠ private. read at ur own risk

FRAGILE ♡
handle w/ care

to: u
from: a coward 🥺

♡

found this in my drafts folder.
tap the ♡ to break the seal

↓ no take backs after this ↓

welp · ur here now

caught me 🫣

you weren't supposed to find this.
but okay. fine. keep going. 🥺

scroll w/ me ~ ↓

entry one ✿

i kept a secret 🤫

like a real one. tucked in deep.
couldn't say it out loud bc... you 🫠

"ok don't laugh.
also don't run.
also don't read this in front of anyone."

i made the whole thing pls just scroll slowly ok 🥺
the cringe gets worse from here ↓

it's not a big deal 😤 hmm

(it's a big deal)

drafts folder · 47 unsent ✉️

stuff i typed,
then chickened out 🐔

receipts. literally. every time i almost said it.

to: u 💕

last seen 2 mins ago · always

hey wyd? 👀 10:42 PM

ok so i like u kinda a lot pls don't be weird abt it

thinking abt u rn for the 9th time today help

nm hbu 😎 10:51 PM

ur smile literally ruins my whole week btw 🥺

same lol gn 11:23 PM

wait don't go ily 💕

u still there? 👀 11:38 PM

no bc i'm busy rehearsing how to say i like u

yeah lol 🙃 11:41 PM

↑ all real. sent zero of them.
coward, i know. 🫠

case file #001 📁

the evidence 🔍

exhibit a, b, c, d, e, f. you might be cooked.

⚠ guilty as charged ⚠

exhibit A

stalked ur story.
3 times. last hour. 🫣

exhibit B

re-read our chat
like a fanfic 📖

exhibit C

imagined us holding
hands, twice. minimum. 🤝

exhibit D

opened ur dp
just to vibe. 📱

exhibit E

drafted future captions.
(not posting them. yet.) 💍

exhibit F

smiled at ur text.
like an actual idiot. 🥹

exhibit G

typed "wyd" then
deleted it. 4 times. ⌨️

exhibit H

learned ur coffee order.
by accident. obviously. ☕

exhibit I

saved ur voice note.
replayed it. a lot. 🎧

↑ submit this to court honestly. i'm pleading guilty 🥺

timestamp · classified ⏰

how it started 💭

it didn't hit all at once. tiny moments. each one a tiny ouch.

the first hi

u said hey, i said hey. brain went 🫠. nothing was the same after.

↳ unrecoverable

that laugh 🫠

u laughed at my dumb joke. my dumb joke! me?? funny?? to u??? brb crying.

↳ replayed: 1,847x

the 3 a.m. text

"u up?" hit different that night. i have NOT slept correctly since. tysm.

↳ insomnia: ur fault

just now 💗

writing this. heart literally going feral. someone pls check on me.

↳ status: cooked

the playlist 🎧

made a whole playlist that's just. u. every single song. don't ask.

↳ 43 songs. all u

that one look 👀

u looked at me like 2 seconds longer than normal. i planned our whole future. sorry.

↳ overthought: yes

every day since 🫠

it keeps happening. daily. hourly. this is a problem. (keep it going tho.)

↳ ongoing incident

how bad is it tho · 📊

crush-o-meter 💗

tap the heart to see how cooked i actually am. no pressure. (huge pressure.)

tap the button. let's see ~

↳ keep tapping. i'm not stopping u.

↓ THE BIG ONE ↓

okay. deep breath.

i like u.

like, embarrassingly so. like, "can't function" kind. like, if u smiled at me right now i'd combust. there. i said it. 💌

♡ ♡ ♡

so yeah. now u know.
pls don't be weird tomorrow ok? 🥺
or do. weird is fine. weird is cute.

✿ ··· yours, the coward (formerly) ··· ✿