why i can't move on 🥺

on repeat 🔁

the playlist i can't skip

brain runs this every single day. unhinged. unwell. unbothered honestly.

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DELUXE EDITION · 2026

stuck on u (forever mix)

by my dumb brain · 6 tracks · ∞ plays

that one stupid laugh of urs

comes outta nowhere. ruins my day. 10/10

most played

3:47

the way u said my name once

5pm, nov something. yes i remember. yes i'm normal.

deluxe

2:14

us, walking back from the cafe

u shared ur fries. illegal behaviour btw 🍟

b-side

4:02

2am voice note · "u up?"

i was. i still am. it's been months. send help.

unhinged

1:38

how u hugged me that one time

probably normal for u. life-altering for me. cool.

hidden

5:21

all the things i didn't say

extended cut · contains spoilers for my whole heart

bonus

∞:∞∞

ur hoodie that i never returned

it stopped smelling like u. devastated tbh.

acoustic

3:12

the playlist u made me once

still on repeat. every song is a personal attack.

live

2:56

that inside joke nobody else gets

said it out loud. explained it. ruined it. worth it.

demo

1:44

the goodbye that didn't feel like one

u said "see u around". i've been around ever since.

encore

4:18

tried · failed 📋

the "i'm fine" chronicles

i did the homework. genuinely. it's not my fault. (it's a little my fault.)

moving on · plan B · plan C · plan ZZZ ~

deleted every photo of us ↳ recovered them at 1:47am the same night 🫠

attempt #1

muted u on insta. for real this time. ↳ unmuted in 2 days to see ur story. saw it 6 times 👀

attempt #2

tried liking someone else ↳ they sneezed. didn't sound like u. boring. next.

attempt #3

avoided that one cafe ↳ went to a new cafe. they played our song. cosmic bullying 😭

attempt #4

told myself "u barely think about them" ↳ checked ur last seen 14 times today. lying to myself rn.

attempt #5

deleted ur number from contacts ↳ memorised it years ago lmaoooo this isn't going anywhere

final boss

blocked ur number for a whole weekend ↳ unblocked monday 9am. in case u ever texted. u didn't. ok.

bonus round

wrote u a goodbye letter and burned it ↳ rewrote it from memory first. obviously. keeping that one.

overtime

took up a hobby to distract myself ↳ the hobby was making playlists about u. oops.

extra credit

asked my friends to stop mentioning u ↳ i mention u first every single time. they gave up on me.

why am i like this

conclusion: 0/6 · honestly impressive · maybe stop trying ~

the evidence 📸

look at us tho 🥹

brain says delete · heart says screensaver · we compromise · they live in a folder called "misc"

— before everything 💕

— that one good day ☀️

— u said something dumb
i laughed too hard 🥹

— this. this exact moment 🤍

— we peaked here honestly ✨

— i think about this one a lot 🥺

— caught u mid-laugh.
framed it in my head 😭

— no caption. just us 💗

↳ exhibit A through D. the jury rests.
verdict: forever stuck. case closed 💼

ok ok actually 🤍

the real reason

🥺 💕 🤍 🌸

deep breath ~

i don't actually wanna.

like everyone tells u to "just move on" but ~
why would i wanna move on from the best thing
that ever made me feel something real? 🥹

so yeah. i'm not stuck. i'm just still choosing u,
in my head, every single day. quietly. embarrassingly.
(and if that's pathetic, ok i'm pathetic, don't @ me 🫠)

tiny experiment 🧪

try to move on rn

go ahead. tap that button. dare u. i'll wait.

⌖ tap "move on" if u think u can ~

stay stuck 🫠

i mean obviously this one is the right answer ~
(but try the other one anyway 👀)

tap count: 0 · still stuck ~

side b · forever

guess i'm staying stuck
and that's kinda fine 🤍

because some people are not meant to be moved on from ~
they're meant to be remembered. softly. forever.
(also pls don't show this to anyone i'd literally die 🫠)

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↳ tap the heart if u also stuck ~

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