i am really so sorry Shreya
Mujhe apni glti ka behad afsos he jobhi kl mene bte ki uske liye tahe dil se sorry my princess isliye socha jo dil mein hai woh yahan likh du. Bas ek baar meri baat padh lena… jab tera mann kare. 🤍
pehle main apni galti maanta hoon
koi excuse nahi banaunga, na hi apni galti ko justify karunga. Jo hua, usmein meri galti thi aur main dil se sorry hoon. Plz mujhe maf krdena
Sach bolu toh pata nahi kal mere dimaag mein kya chal raha tha yaar. Mera mind pata nahi kyun itna fluctuate kar raha tha. Main overthink karta gaya, insecure hota gaya aur phir bina soche samjhe kuch bhi bolta gaya. Jo baat normal tarike se sort ho sakti thi, maine usko unnecessarily messy aur complicated bana diya. Mujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Main tujhe hurt nahi karna chahta tha, but meri baaton se tu hurt hui — aur iska mujhe genuinely bahut afsos hai. Main aisa partner banna hi nahi chahta jo apne mood, overthinking ya insecurity ki wajah se tujhe hurt kare. Kl main galat tha. Puri tarah. 🥹
I was wrong. Puri tarah. Isme koi excuse nahi hai. 🥺
Kal mere dimaag mein kya chal raha tha…
Pata nahi kal mujhe kya ho gaya tha yaar mera mind pata nahi kyun itna fluctuate kar raha tha. Main overthink karta gaya, insecure hota gaya aur phir bina soche samjhe kuch bhi bolta gaya. Mujhe plzz maf krde shreya me kbhi bhi tujhe hurt nhi karna chahta tha and I promise klke jesa me age kbhi nhi krunga.
Me honestly 🤍
Mujhe ab samajh aa raha hai ki mujhe us waqt bas thoda calm rehna aur cheezon ko simple rakhna chahiye tha. 🥺
ab mujhe kya samajh aa gaya hai?
Sirf sorry bolna enough nahi hai… mujhe apni galti se seekhna bhi hai.
Aage se emotional hoke bina soche kuch bhi bolne se pehle khud ko calm karunga.
Purani baatein lekar present ki cheezon ko unnecessarily complicated nahi karunga.
Overthink karke khud se assumptions banane ke bajaye tujhse directly baat karunga.
Choti si baat ko apne dimaag mein bada karke situation kharab nahi karunga.
Agar koi baat mujhe hurt karegi toh calmly tujhe bataunga, bina gusse mein kuch bhi bole.
bas ek baar mujhse baat kar lena jb bhi tera mood thik ho My princess shreya 🌻
Mujhe pata hai sirf sorry bolne se sab kuch ekdum se normal nahi ho jayega. Agar tu abhi gussa hai ya mujhse baat karne ka mann nahi hai toh main samajh sakta hoon. Main tujhe force nahi karunga ki tu turant normal ho ja.
👆 this is for you
Bas jab tera gussa thoda shant ho aur tera mann kare, please mujhse baat kar lena. Main is baar argue karne ya apni baat prove karne ke liye baat nahi karna chahta… bas teri baat sunna chahta hoon aur jo hua usko achhe se sort karna chahta hoon. Mujhe apni kiye par pachtava he sorrryyy shreya 🥹
mujhe bas hamara woh pyara sa time wapas chahiye 🥹
Mujhe woh random baatein, bina kisi reason ke hasi-mazaak, ek dusre ko apne din ki choti-choti baatein batana… woh sab genuinely miss ho raha hai. Main nahi chahta ki meri ek galti hum dono ke beech ki itni saari achhi memories se badi ho jaye.
main nahi chahta ki meri ek galti humare itne saare ache moments se badi ho jaye... bas ek chance de ki main apni galti se seekh kar sab kuch dheere-dheere better kar saku.
ek last baat, dil se❤️
Shreya, Yaar, I am really sorry🥹,
Pata nahi us din mere dimaag mein kya chal raha tha. Mera mind pata nahi kyun itna fluctuate kar raha tha aur main cheezon ko unnecessarily overthink karta gaya. Main insecure hota gaya aur phir bina properly soche tujhe kuch zyada hi bolta gaya. Jo baat normally aur calmly sort ho sakti thi, maine usko unnecessarily messy kar diya. Mujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Main ye excuse nahi banaunga ki mera mood kharab tha ya main emotional tha. Chahe mere mind mein kuch bhi chal raha ho, mujhe apni baaton ka dhyan rakhna chahiye tha. Aur meri wajah se tu hurt hui, iska mujhe genuinely bahut afsos hai. Main aisa partner nahi banna chahta jo apni insecurity aur overthinking ki wajah se cheezon ko complicated kare ya saamne wale ko hurt kare. Aage se main genuinely apne emotions ka dhyan rakhunga. Agar kabhi humare beech koi baat bigdegi toh main purani baatein lekar baithne ke bajaye present wali problem ko calmly sort karne ki koshish karunga. Main assumptions banane ke bajaye tujhse directly baat karunga. Aur agar galti meri hogi toh bina ego ke accept karunga. Mujhe pata hai ye sab bolna easy hai, actual change mere actions se dikhega. Isliye main bas “sorry, dobara nahi hoga” bolke baat khatam nahi karna chahta. Main genuinely koshish karunga ki next time koi situation aaye toh main usko better tarike se handle karun. Jo bhi maine us din kaha, jis tarah kaha, aur jis wajah se tujhe hurt hua… uske liye dil se sorry. Tu abhi mujhse naraz hai toh main samajh sakta hoon. Main tujhe force nahi karunga ki tu abhi ke abhi normal ho ja. Bas jab tera mann kare… please mujhse baat kar lena. Mujhe tere saath baat kiye bina zyada din rehna sach mein mushkil lagta hai.
I am really sorry, Shreya. 🥺🥹
-Harsh
I promise kbhi ab aese bte nhi krunga