☁️ 🌧️ 💧 ☁️ 🤍 💧

i am really so sorry

— yes u, Awwnchal 🤍 —

hey, my favourite person 🥹💗 i made a tiny corner of the internet just for you. because apparently, even my paragraphs aren't enough to explain what's in my heart.

it gets warmer further down ↓

✦ 01 · the honest part ✦

here's exactly what i did

no softer words for it. no spinning it. u deserve to hear me say it plainly first.

— the part i can't take back —

I know I said “sorry didi” even though you're my BFF 😭🫶🏻 Maybe I didn't express myself properly, but I never wanted to hurt you, Anchal. You're too important to me for me to let my ego speak louder than my heart. I know sorry can't fix everything, but I genuinely wish I could undo the hurt I've caused. I'm sorry, my BFF. 🥹❤️

no "but" no "u also" no "i didn't mean it"

i was wrong. fully. that's the whole sentence ~

✦ 02 · my mistakes ✦

i think it felt like this

u, probably 🤍

drafts u never sent

My overthinking.

Not trusting you

Obviously bina soche samjhe bss reply karte rehna

Brr brr same ghisi pitti cheez beech mai lai aana

And I am sorry for all of these 🤍

i'm not guessing to look sweet ~ i'm guessing because i finally sat down and thought about u instead of me.

✦ 03 · not just words ✦

what actually changes

I'll listen to understand, not just to reply.

I'll take your feelings seriously, even when I see things differently.

I'll stop making empty promises and focus on consistent actions.

I'll respect your space when you need it.

and if i slip too u can point at this exact page and i'll shut up and fix it. But still bhul jaao to bta dena

no bringing up old fights to win a new one. that stops today.

One request I want from you is jbb laage jyada overthinking krr rha ydd dila dena

I'll never treat your forgiveness like something I'm automatically entitled to..

0 ticked ~ take ur time, read them properly first

✦ 04 · the weather between us ✦

help me clear it ☁️

i can't move this one on my own. push the cloud ~ three times should do it.

☀️

☁️

👆 tap the cloud

it's been grey like this for days. i know i'm the reason.

✦ 05 · what i'm asking for ✦

Aab PhotoTo milli nhi

Trying to recover it tooo / skip this section plssss

u laughing at something i said 🥹

nothing special. that's the point.

when talking to me was easy ✦

this one lives on my lockscreen 🤍

2 days all I ask recover krr lunga

✦ 06 · the long version ✦

p.s. the whole thing

since i had u all the way down here ~

hey u baaka ❤️,

If I could go back and handle things differently, I would. But I can't change what happened, and I don't want to pretend that a cute website can magically fix everything. What I can do is own my mistakes and work on becoming someone who treats your feelings with the care they deserve. You have a special place in my life, and I'm grateful for the moments we've shared — the laughs, the random conversations, the silly things that probably wouldn't make sense to anyone else. I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused you. Not because I want everything to go back to normal immediately, but because you deserved better from me. Take all the time you need. If you want to talk, I'll listen. If you need space, I'll respect that too. No pressure. No deadlines. Just a genuine apology from someone who truly wishes they'd handled things better. I'm sorry. 🫂💗

here's the thing i actually want u to know:

i'm sorry because i made the safest person in my life feel unsafe for a bit. and that's not a small thing to me.

i am sorry. i love u.

— Rachit/Cypher ✦

(this page stays up. so does the promise.)