page one ✿

the letter I should've sent first

SORRY
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dear babieee,

i have been thinking bout everything nd sorryy for whatever i did i know its not enoughh buttt plss i am sorryyy

I KNOW MAI GALAT THA HO JATI H MUJHSE GALTIYAN PAR AISE RUTHO MAT NA JAAN

agar mai wapiss jaa pata us moment me toh usko differently handlee krtaaa aur ache se sunta samjhta but babyy i didnt mean to do all that

YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME DONT BE SAD BABBIEEEE❤️

I'm not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I just want a chance to show you the better version of me.

However long you need, I'll be right here — no pressure, no rushing, just waiting for you.

Yours dev, sorry from the heart❤️

— me 🐰💕

found these in my memory drawer ✦

look at us, look at us

A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.

uss whenn we areee happieee

me whennn i seee youuu

yaha pr pucchi krne ka man ho gya

yeh bucket list me h

iskaaa thoda idea nahi butttt itsss usss

yeh bhi thik h xmas bhi mana lengeee

the day we got completely lost

that one very silly evening

look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺

a list of things i'm not just saying ✿

tiny promises, written in pencil

Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.

I'll listen with both ears (and zero rebuttals)

i will listennn to you everytimeee *more carefully*

I'll come back to soft, faster

comeback???? i wont be rudeee comeback toh dur ki baat h

I'll choose "us" louder than I choose "right"

FARAK HI NAHI PADTA MUJHE JEETNE HARNE SE MAI 100 BAAR HAR KR APKO JEET JAU WAHI ASLI JEET HOGI

I'll text back like you matter

pareshan toh kr hi deta hu text kr kr ladai k baad pr ab aur krunga 😛

I'll bring snacks to the hard talks

btaaooo kya khana pasand kroge?????

I'll say sorry before you have to ask

No waiting for the mood to pass. If I get it wrong, you'll hear it from me first.

I'll remember the small things

The order you like, the day you're dreading, the song you had on repeat. All of it stays with me.

I'll keep showing up

Not just for the sweet days. For the boring ones and the heavy ones too.

💕 💗

are you still mad? 😭

go on, hit me — i deserve it 🥺

Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲

hits taken: 0

go on, the bunny is ready 🥲

go on, the bunny is ready 🥲 ouch! that one stung 😖 okay okay, you're really mad 😢 the bunny is sniffling 🥺💧 tiny tear puddle forming 😭 ears are weeping now 😿 okay maybe... that's enough? 🤕 apologizing through the tears 💔 you've earned every single hit 🥲 okay okay, the bunny gets it. friends? 🥺💕 i have officially learned my lesson 🫠 truce? pretty please? 🤍

🌸 🌷 🌺 ❀ ✦ ✧

the big ask ✿

Forgive me?

Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?

i'll wait as long as you need. ✿

(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)

phew ✿

knew it 😎

thankkk youuu babieeee

i loveee youuuu sooo soooo muchhhh

I'm sorry,
really really sorry.

the letter I should've sent first

look at us, look at us