I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly β please scroll down and hear me out. π₯Ί
page one βΏ
Hey Madam Ji π₯Ίβ€οΈ,Missing you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............π₯Ί
Iβm genuinely so sorry for hurting you today. π I know I said/did something that hurt you deeply, and honestly, knowing that I became the reason for your tears or sadness breaks my heart. ππ You mean so much more to me than I sometimes know how to express.
I never wanted to hurt you, not even a little. π₯Ί If I could go back and change that moment, I would do it in a heartbeat. β€οΈβπ©Ή Please know that my intention was never to make you feel unimportant, unloved, or taken for granted.
Youβre not just my Madam JIβ¦ youβre one of the most precious people in my life. π«Άπ»π Your presence makes my life brighter, your smile means more to me than you know, and the thought of us being upset with each other genuinely hurts. π₯Ήβ€οΈ
Iβm not asking you to forget what happened instantly. I just want you to know that Iβm truly sorry, and Iβll do my best to make sure I never hurt your heart like this again. π«π
Please forgive this stupid person who loves you way too much. π₯Ίππ»ππ»β€οΈ I miss your smile, your talks, your silly little moments, everything. ππ I just want my bestie back. π«Άπ»
However long you need, I'll be right here β no pressure, no rushing, just waiting for you.
Iβm really, really sorry My kuchupuchuuuuuu, My laado, My Sweet Bachchaβ€οΈβπ©Ήπ₯Ί Youβre incredibly special to me, and I never want one bad moment to make you doubt that. ππΈ
Come back to me when your heart is ready. Iβll be right here. π«β€οΈ~Your Sir Ji π°π
found these in my memory drawer β¦
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.

the cuddle pile, last sunday

slow mornings & soft mugs

that bike ride i still dream about

stargazing on the rooftop

birthday number ??? β best one

the spring walk where you laughed at me

the day we got completely lost

that one very silly evening
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. π₯Ί
a list of things i'm not just saying βΏ
Pencil because I might mess up β but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
Not just words after I hurt you β Iβll let my actions show you that I truly learned from my mistakes. π₯Ίπ·
Less ego, fewer harsh words, more patience, more laughter, and a whole lot more βcome here, idiot, I love you.β ππ©·
On easy days, difficult days, and ridiculously dramatic daysβyouβre still my madam jiπ«π
Even if itβs something small, Iβll be there cheering like you just won the entire world. π₯Ήπ«Άπ»
When youβre hurting, Iβll try to understand before trying to explain myself. Your feelings get heard first. π
No excuses, no βbut you alsoβ¦β β just a genuine sorry when Iβm wrong. You deserve an apology, not a debate. π₯Ίβ€οΈ
The order you like, the day you're dreading, the song you had on repeat. All of it stays with me.
Not just for the sweet days. For the boring ones and the heavy ones too.
are you still mad? π
Slap, smack, punch, tap β whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. π₯²
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go on, the bunny is ready π₯²
the official bunny mood βΏ
100% sorry Β· 100% yours Β· 100% trying
the big ask βΏ
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. βΏ
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)
phew βΏ
Thanks Madam Ji π
just between us though...
i actually did nothing wrong anyway π β¨
(don't tell anyone i said that π€«)