i am really so sorry
i'm not good at saying this out loud. so i built u somewhere quiet to hear it ~ take ur time with it. 🤍
here's exactly what i did
no softer words for it. no spinning it. u deserve to hear me say it plainly first.
— the part i can't take back —
Mene tumhe jane anjaane me bahut jyada taklif de di. Ho sake toh pls mujhe maaf kar dena.....m bura bilkul bhi nahi hu.....Mera intension kabhi bhi tumhe hurt krne k ni tha. Tm kehti thi starting m sb acha hota h..fr rishte kharab hote hue jate agr ni sambhal pao toh..ab mujhe pta chl rha h y kese hota h jb y mere sath ho rha h......Puri zindagi me bs ek tm hi toh vo insaan ho jisse mene Dil se khulkar hr tarah ki baate share ki h......meri himmat, meri takat, mera pyaar, mera sb kch bs tum hi ho....ho sake toh maaf krdo yrr
then i went quiet for three days and let u sit in it alone.that was the worse part.
i was wrong. fully. that's the whole sentence ~
i think it felt like this
the things u typed out and deleted. i've been imagining them in these 3 days.
u, probably 🤍
drafts u never sent
i'm not guessing to look sweet ~ i'm guessing because i finally sat down and thought about u instead of me.
what actually changes
tap each one to hold me to it. sorry without this part is just noise ~
Kabhi bhi constant ni rahunga....ups and down bhi zruri hote
Kabhi bhi y ni sochunga ki tm samjh jaogi.....kyuki bina explanation k chize kharab ho jati h.
Kabhi tmko overthinking m ni chorunga..... koshish krunga ki tmko overthinking hi km hua kre
Humesha sari cheezo ko face krunga.....bhagunga ni
Tmhare emotions ko bahut value dunga.
help me clear it ☁️
i can't move this one on my own. push the cloud ~ three times should do it.
👆 tap the cloud
it's been grey like this for days. i know i'm the reason.
this. this is the us i want back
i went looking through our photos last night. watch the colour come back into them ~
u laughing at something i said 🥹
nothing special. that's the point.
when talking to me was easy ✦
this one lives on my lockscreen 🤍
i'm not asking u to pretend this week didn't happen ~ i'm asking for a shot at getting us back here, slowly, properly.
p.s. the whole thing
since i had u all the way down here ~
hey u 🤍,
Bss bahut saari maafi...
Yrr mujhe pta h n fal jata hu bahut jyada.....m choti choti cheezo ko ignore kr deta hu....
i'm sorry because i made the safest person in my life feel unsafe for a bit. and that's not a small thing to me.
Pr hn m aage s hr choti choti cheezo ka dhyan rakhunga.
Or hn bss aage s tmhara bharosa ni todunga....tmhare expectations ni marunga....bss mujhe maaf krdo. ....i'd really love to hug u about it.
i am sorry. i love u. both of those are true at once.
— me, still yours ✦