a letter i was scared to send 💌

📝 🗑️

DRAFTS FOLDER ✦ R.I.P

all the times i almost sent it

wrote it 10000 times. deleted it 10000 times. 🥲

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DRAFT №1 — march 🥲

Can you teach me skating having date being together?

My dream I really want to learn skating from you

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DRAFT №7 — random tuesday 😭

Can we go out and have peaceful nature dates?

Really want want To spend time with you and show how peaceful nature is

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DRAFT №14 — 3am 🌙

Can I plese gift you plushies? and lots more?

A small giftTo have you hugging and cuddling your plushies while living alone

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DRAFT №23 — last week 🥺

I want you for life, Please tell me what can I do to have you happy and smiling forever

Something I always wanted, To be together and actually have the period being the best

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DRAFT №31 — sunday, 2am 😩

"remember the hoodie u stole? keep it. it looks better on u anyway."

↳ too smooth. sounded fake. deleted.

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DRAFT №38 — this morning ☕

"ok so hypothetically. if someone liked u. hypothetically. 🤡"

↳ hypothetically a coward. again.

ok screw it. everything's real but
sending the dream and real one. 💌

🌸 💌

THE REAL ONE ✦ NO TAKE BACKS

okay. for real this time.

SENT

✿ FOR U
FROM ME ✿

dear princess lizie,

— best smileee 🥺 —

I know you know everything, but... 🙃

I love the way you always smile and have things normal no matter what.No matter how bad things are.

I really want you to have lots of foodies which ya love, visit temples, study and be the best, support you, be there with you. get you back, spend good time, have everything positive and no more past.
I know I want done a lot much bad things earlier, I know it wont go but whatever I do for you is real and ready to do anything to have you back nomatter how much I suffer or whatever happens.There is a lot I want to say, I really dont know how to say it online but real life me will always have you see my real love, care and what matters side for you.

Theres a lot I want to express, ready to do anything to have things normal, better and best than before. 💌

— All yours forever (Always was and will always be)

please dont get me wrong, hope you forgive me and everything gets alright

📌 ✨

SOMETHING WHICH WAS ALWAYS HARD TO SAY ✦

things i didn't put in the letter

My dream, biggest wish and life goal.You

best thing what has ever happened in my lifeYou always staying and doing everything no matter what ever happened or happens.

the best smile, laugh, cute side of yours & secret side I've ever seen in my lifeYours

Biggest gift of lifeThe best gift I've ever got, Everything you have done for me and your charm and you there in my life. Everything you have done for me and being there for me, Doing everything for me.

Best time and timeline of my lifeBeing your premium driver, Having ya eating food in front of me, smiling and laughing, being clumsy and cute. Having being yourself.

I am really trying my best to have what you always wanted. It had always been been you and will always been you. Please can we have everything fixed I really don't know whom to talk with or about everything else except for you.