I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly β please scroll down and hear me out. π₯Ί
My Love, I know I hurt you, and honestly, Iβm deeply sorry. I wish I could go back and change the moments that made you feel sad because the last thing I ever wanted was to be the reason for your tears. I'm sorry for my words, my mistakes, and for the moments when I failed to understand your feelings. You deserved more patience, more understanding, and more love from me.
You are not just someone I love. β€οΈ You became a beautiful part of my life, my happiness, my memories, and my heart. I miss your messages. I miss your voice. I miss our silly conversations. I miss the way you made ordinary days feel special. And most of all, I miss us.
I really do care about you, and I want to be better β not just today, but every day after this too.
I'm not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I just want a chance to show you the better version of me.
However long you need, I'll be right here β no pressure, no rushing, just waiting for you.
I can't promise that I'll never make a mistake again. But I can promise that I'll learn from this one. I'll listen more. I'll understand you better. I'll respect your feelings. And I'll work on becoming the person you deserve. I don't want to lose you because of one painful chapter in our story.
π
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.

the cuddle pile, last sunday

slow mornings & soft mugs

that bike ride i still dream about

stargazing on the rooftop

birthday number ??? β best one

the spring walk where you laughed at me

the day we got completely lost

that one very silly evening
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. π₯Ί
a list of things i'm not just saying βΏ
Pencil because I might mess up β but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes β same day, every time.
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of strawberries. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
No waiting for the mood to pass. If I get it wrong, you'll hear it from me first.
The order you like, the day you're dreading, the song you had on repeat. All of it stays with me.
Not just for the sweet days. For the boring ones and the heavy ones too.
are you still mad? π
Slap, smack, punch, tap β whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. π₯²
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go on, the bunny is ready π₯²
the official bunny mood βΏ
100% sorry Β· 100% yours Β· 100% trying
the big ask βΏ
i'll wait as long as you need. don't expect you to forgive me immediately. Take your time. I just want you to know that I'm genuinely sorry, and I still choose you. Please come back when your heart is ready. β€οΈ With all my heart,
the no button has anxiety.
phew βΏ
thanks bestie π
just between us though...
i actually did nothing wrong anyway π β¨
(don't tell anyone i said that π€«)