I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly — please scroll down and hear me out. 🥺
page one ✿
Hey you,
I've been thinking about this a lot, and I just want to say it properly — I'm really, really sorry.
I was wrong. I know I hurt you, and I shouldn't have. I let my mood get the better of me, and you didn't deserve any of it.
yaar sach me mujhe bahut bura lag raha hai jab se wo sab hua hai tab se mai yahi soch raha hu ki meri wajah se tumhe kitni problem ya awkward feel hua hoga mera aisa koi intention nahi tha ki mai tumhe uncomfortable karu ya tumhare upar koi pressure dalu tum meri life me bahut important ho aur tumhari dosti mere liye sabse upar hai agar meri kisi bhi baat ya harkat se tumhe hurt hua ho to mai dil se sorry bolta hu tum mere liye hamesha ek acchi dost rahogi aur mai kabhi bhi aisi koi cheez nahi karunga mai yahin hu jab bhi tum normal feel karo you can talk
I'm not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I just want a chance to show you the better version of me.
However long you need, I'll be right here — no pressure, no rushing, just waiting for you.
Yours, sorry from the heart,
— me 🐰💕
found these in my memory drawer ✦
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
the cuddle pile, last sunday
slow mornings & soft mugs
that bike ride i still dream about
stargazing on the rooftop
birthday number ??? — best one
the spring walk where you laughed at me
the day we got completely lost
that one very silly evening
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of strawberries. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
No waiting for the mood to pass. If I get it wrong, you'll hear it from me first.
The order you like, the day you're dreading, the song you had on repeat. All of it stays with me.
Not just for the sweet days. For the boring ones and the heavy ones too.
are you still mad? 😭
Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲
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go on, the bunny is ready 🥲
the official bunny mood ✿
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)
phew ✿
thanks bestie 💕
just between us though...
i actually did nothing wrong anyway 💅✨
(don't tell anyone i said that 🤫)