I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly — please scroll down and hear me out. 🥺
page one ✿
Hey Badmosh,
1/9 — An apology ❤️
I know you’re 9/10 upset with me right now, and honestly, I don’t even know exactly what I did to deserve that 9 😭❤️
But I do know one thing — if you’re upset, then something is bothering you, and the last thing I want is for you to feel like I’m ignoring it or taking your feelings lightly. So I’m sorry. ❤️
I’m sorry for whatever I did, said, didn’t do, or somehow managed to mess up this time. 😅 I may not understand it yet, but I want to understand it. I don’t want to argue, justify myself, or try to prove that you’re wrong. I want to listen to you. Because you’re important to me, and seeing you upset — especially when you’re right here with me — doesn’t feel good at all. So consider this 9/10 upset → officially under repair. 😂❤️ I have 8 more things planned, but before anything else… I’m sorry, meri jaan. ❤️ Come here.
I'm not asking you to pretend it didn't happen. I just want a chance to show you the better version of me.
However long you need, I'll be right here — no pressure, no rushing, just waiting for you.
— me 🐰💕
found these in my memory drawer ✦
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
Cutu patutu
Awww
Dhahi ka sholaaaaaa
stargazing on the rooftop
birthday number ??? — best one
the spring walk where you laughed at me
the day we got completely lost
that one very silly evening
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of strawberries. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
No waiting for the mood to pass. If I get it wrong, you'll hear it from me first.
The order you like, the day you're dreading, the song you had on repeat. All of it stays with me.
Not just for the sweet days. For the boring ones and the heavy ones too.
are you still mad? 😭
Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲
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go on, the bunny is ready 🥲
the official bunny mood ✿
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)
phew ✿
thanks bestie 💕
just between us though...
i actually did nothing wrong anyway 💅✨
(don't tell anyone i said that 🤫)