drafts · folder · 6 unsent

things i
never said
to you 🫣

so i typed a bunch of texts. none of them sent.
anyway here they are. don't make it weird. 🥹

📂 last edited: forever ago

↓open drafts folder

✦ draft №01 ✦

the texts i typed
and never sent 📵

literally typed. read it 14 times. then deleted it.
classic me behavior fr.

you 🌸· typing... (lol no.)

— tuesday, 11:47 pm —

hey wyd?

i was literally just thinking abt u tbh

nm just stuff 😂

— wednesday, 2:13 am —

cant sleep, brain is doing The Thing again

the thing being. you. i am the brain. the brain is me. ok bye

gn :)

— friday, 9:02 pm —

ok so i practiced this in the mirror three times so dont laugh—

i just wanted to say➤never

"draft" should literally be my middle name at this point.
the typed-then-deleted graveyard 🪦

✦ draft №02 ✦

moments i almost
spilled the tea 🫣

here are some photos of times i nearly said it.
spoiler: i did not say it 🫠

— that little walk by the lights —

you laughed at my bad joke and i forgot how to walk straight 😭

— coffee, but mostly staring —

i was Not listening at all. your eyes are insane btw.

— "we're just friends" lmao —

our hands touched for 0.4 seconds and i blacked out.

— the late late drive —

you fell asleep mid-sentence. i did not breathe for 12 mins.

— that one rainy tuesday —

tried to say it. said 'kk' instead. iconic.

— the goodnight that wasn't —

you said 'sweet dreams' & i re-read it 47 times. like a clown 🤡

✦ draft №03 ✦

the voice memo i recorded
at 2am 🎙️

said it out loud. into my phone. like a weirdo.
never sent it. of course.

⚠️ unsent

🎤 voice note0:00

"ok so… it's late, i'm not gonna remember saying this in the morning, but — *record stops*
a whole entire mess. about you. obvi.

✦ draft №04 ✦

the letter i wrote and never gave you 💌

yes i used pen and paper. yes i'm aware that's dramatic.
no i don't want to talk about it.

do not
open ✦

hi (it's me. obviously.)

i don't really know how to say this without how to start this. so i'm just gonna talk like u can hear me even tho u can't.

i think i might be in lo—
ok so the thing is i kinda
ok let me try again 🙃

you make even boring tuesdays feel like a soft little event. like nothing happened, but also somehow everything did. is that crazy. probably.

also i lied when i said i wasn't watching you laugh that one time. i was 100% watching. i was 1000% watching. like a creep but in a sweet way?? hopefully??

anyway — u don't have to do anything with this letter. i just had to say it somewhere even if it's just on this lined paper in my drawer.

yours, kinda always,
— me 🌸

✏️

✦ ok fine. for real this time. ✦

here goes
·nothing·

no more drafts. no more pretending the typing dots were "nothing."
actually saying it now. 😤

every dumb song reminds me of you. every one.

i kept the screenshots. · all of them.

i told my mom about you. that's huge actually.

your name still does a tiny thing to my chest.

you're my favorite · person · on earth.

there. said it. finally. no take-backs.
(please don't make this weird okay 🥺)

📤 outbox · 1 ready

tap once. and it's finally sent. 💗

no more drafts folder. promise.

to: you 🌸everything from the last 5 sections. send it?

things inever saidto you 🫣

the texts i typedand never sent 📵

moments i almostspilled the tea 🫣

the voice memo i recordedat 2am 🎙️