I'm sorry,
really really sorry.
I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly — please scroll down and hear me out. 🥺
page one ✿
the letter I should've sent first
POSTAGE
♥
Hey you,
Me bhut bar se ye soch raha tha bolne ka lekin meri ego har bar bich me a ja rahi thi.Tu mereko boli thi anniversary se phele tera matha kharab nhi karne ke liye or mene wahi kiya
I was wrong. I know I hurt you, and I shouldn't have. I let my mood get over our love mereko ‘bhad me ja’ nhi bolni chaiye thi mereko bhut gussa agya tha. Mereko nhi pata tha tu itna acha plan karke rakhi hai
If I could go back to that moment, I'd handle it differently. I'd listen instead of argue. I'd be patient instead of stubborn. I'd choose you over being right.
I really do care about you, and I want to be better — not just today, but every day. Mereko pata hai me ek manchild hu lekin mujhe sirf tu hi sambhal sakti hai baby mene kal jo kuch bhi bola uske liye bhi bhut regret karta hu me.
I am really sorry baby kash tu mujhe maaf karde. Sab meri galti thi baby tu toh bol hi sakti hai phele bhi bolti thi achanak se mereko ye sab kyu yaad agaya baby mujhko maaf karde. You are the major part of my life tu hi har jagah mujhe directions deti hai or ab me directionless hogaya hu
Kash tu recently jo kuch hua sab bhula de or maaf karde
Yours, sorry from the heart,
— Harshit💕
found these in my memory drawer ✦
look at us, look at us
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
the cuddle pile, last sunday
Us privately
that bike ride i still dream about
Our first meet at your home
birthday number ??? — best one
Humara sabse best picture
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
tiny promises, written in pencil
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
I'll listen with both ears (and zero rebuttals)
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
I'll come back to soft, faster
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
I'll choose "us" louder than I choose "right"
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
I'll text back like you matter
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
I'll bring snacks to the hard talks
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of strawberries. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
are you still mad? 😭
go on, hit me — i deserve it 🥺
Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲
hits taken: 0
go on, the bunny is ready 🥲
the official bunny mood ✿
how sorry am i, on a scale of 1 to 🐰
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Forgive me?
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)