Hey Honey,

I've been thinking about this a lot, and I just want to say it properly — I'm really, really sorry.

Itna hard nahi hona tha, but aaj sach mein bahut struggle hui kissi pe, cuddles toh sahi tha literally. Upar se itni garmi bhai, hahaha.

I was so tired hahaha, but still, I am sorry. Mere saath ek hi problem hai attachment Kisi ko let go karna mere liye aisa hai jaise DDLJ ke Raj ko train chhodne bolna… bhai banda Europe trip se zyada Simran ko pakad ke baitha tha 😭. Main bhi waise hi hoon thoda. Once I get attached, dimaag kehta hai “move on,” but dil background mein “Tujhe Dekha Toh Yeh Jaana Sanam” baja deta hai. Aur upar se meri life ka background music kabhi kabhi “Senoritaaaa, bade bade deshon mein…” mode pe chala jaata

Mujhe ussi din samajh aa gaya tha ki tumhe ab woh sab pasand nahi aa raha. Jab tum do baar flinch hue, I could feel it. Shayad mujhe wahi samajh jaana chahiye tha. But honestly, main communicate hi nahi kar paayi because uss waqt mere dimaag mein bhi wohi thought chal raha tha . Aur uss time mera brain full DDLJ station scene tha… ek side “Ja Simran ja,” aur doosri side “nahi bhai ruk ja” 😭. Pure confusion.

Abhi kuch time se mujhe lag raha hai ki tumhe meri kuch cheezein achanak pasand nahi aa rahi jaise choti choti lines maarna, random cheesy baatein, ya woh usual vibe. Aur mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha. Suddenly, kya change ho gaya. Main overthink kar rahi hoon, process karne ki koshish kar rahi hoon, wtf bhai 😭.

But ek cheez bilkul clear hai,I am madly in love with you. Bhaiii straight hu mai but tere liye nahi😂. No confusion in that. Chahe kitna bhi awkward ho jaaye, ya kitna bhi complicated feel ho, feelings wahi hain. Tumhare saath attached hona mere liye aadat nahi, default setting ban gaya hai.

Aur maybe isi liye aaj itna emotional ho gayi. I never wanted to make you uncomfortable or make things hard. Bas kabhi kabhi feelings ka volume control kaam nahi karta. But still, I’m sorry. Sach mein. Abhi bas situation aisi lag rahi hai jaise DDLJ ka sad deleted scene chal raha ho… but hopefully thoda hansogi yeh padh ke 😭❤️

Also… Just saw your flight tickets. Not gonna miss you. 😁

Yours, sorry from the heart,

Baby