hazel my baby,

Ik ure upset, and I probably deserve it but I care about you way too much to let silence win. I don't wanna argue, I just want us to be okay again, coz Even when u're mad, I still think about you. And hate knowing u're upset not because I wanna fix it, but coz I never wanna to be the reason u feel that way.u mean more to me than anything else.I know I messed up, but I'm not walking away. u don't have to forgive me yet, but I need you to know I'm still here

I'm sorry for leaving you hanging like that last night baby ik you didn't deserve any of it my love, you were clouded with sm things on your mind and wanted to tell them to me but I fell asleep like a dum fuck and every now and then I keep seeing those chats coz I feel so regretful and shameful about it. i hv cried sm over it to make you wait for 5 days to talk to me and then ruin your mood like that I evn cried on yesterday call but didn't let you know not coz u scolded me but coz I hurt you m.

If I could go back to that moment, I'd stay up answering all ur overthinking thoughts that ur brain was telling you about us to answer every single one and reassure you we are okay and I'm not leaving before putting you to sleep. coz evn when it's the toughest I'm not leaving coz you mattr to me like my breath baby. I'm sorry to hurt you like that to leave you like that. i don't wanna make you feel distant or lonely again I just want you to feel safe with me.

I really do care about you, and I want to be better not just today, but every day after. Coz I would never compromise ur safety and comfort over anything else. I would do anything to make you feel loved and close again. coz the thought kf making you feel distant scares I couldn't helo myself but fall asleep last night. And I'm sore sorry about it baby. I want you to know that I'm there and nothing can move me apart and I love being yours and tum jaise bhi ho mere ho and I love u fr what you are

sorry from everything I hv baby from my heart

dumbass dummy