I'm sorry,
really really sorry.
Mujhe Pta h Manjoo maine bahut sari galtiya kri h kuch jaan kr kuch anjane me lekin kabhi nhi chaha tumko dukh ho.Khud se phle tumko hr jgh rkhha h.Na kabhi socha ki ye naubat aa jyegi meri nadaniyo ki wjh se lekin yrr sach me bahut pyar krte h tumhe. Khud ko puri trh bdl lenge hum bas ek baar bharosa kr lo. Sorry for everything jisase tumhe dukh hua🥺
page one ✿
the letter I should've sent first
POSTAGE
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Hey you,
Jin wjh se tumhe dukh hua wo time wapas ti nhi kr skta me lekin bharosa deta hu aage se tumhe un sb cheejo ke liye dukhi nhi hona padega. Please maaf krdo mujhe.
Maine anjane me glt kiya uska mujhe dukh h etna cheeje bigad jyegi firse kabhi socha nhi tha maine. Me thik kr lunga yrr apni adate mujhe bas es baar maaf krdo.
Me hr time tumhe khush hi rkhna chahta aaya hu tum khti thi ki 40% time hi tum khush rhti ho tb mujhe bura lgta tha ki me sb kuch krta hu tb bhi bas 40% . Syd me kr sb rha tha lekin bas apne tarike se esliye tumhe utni khushi nhi hoti thi. Me sb tumhari trh krunga jaisa tumko achha lgta h . Please ek baar hum dono ko mauka de do
Kafi na kafi thoda to pyar hoga hi bas uske liye hum dono ko ek mauka chahiye me promise kr rha uske baad tumhe kabhi esa nhi lgega ki glt mauka diya.
Yours, sorry from the heart,
— me 🐰💕
found these in my memory drawer ✦
look at us, look at us
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
Tum sath ho to hr din achha hota aaya h
Tumse hi meri khushi h
Ye hum log hathi park me gye tb ki
Tum ho to hr din achha tum nhi to hr din bekar
the spring walk where you laughed at mehum dono ko mauka de do bas🙏
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
tiny promises, written in pencil
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
I'll listen with both ears (and zero rebuttals)
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
I'll come back to soft, faster
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
I'll choose "us" louder than I choose "right"
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
I'll text back like you matter
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
I'll bring snacks to the hard talks
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of strawberries. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
Mujhpr gussa ho ?
Me smne rhu to mujhe marna.gaal pr marna jaha mana krta hu.
Marna mujhe jitna chahemeri gltiyo ke liye. Bas es baar sun lo please🥲
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go on, the bunny is ready 🥲
the official bunny mood ✿
how sorry am i, on a scale of 1 to 🐰
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Forgive me?
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)