I'm sorry,
really really sorry.
I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly — please scroll down and hear me out. 🥺
page one ✿
the letter I should've sent first
POSTAGE
♥
Hey you,
I've been thinking about this a lot, and I just want to say it properly — I'm really, really sorry. ladooo
It is continiously hurting and haunting me ,since we were not talking to each other
I don't know what kind of ego has taken hold of you—whether it's about your job, earning money, or looking good or knowing : no matter what happens, I will never display the kind of ego you do.
I am going through a lot of suffering; I cry a lot—I even cry in my sleep. It's not emotional blackmail, it is the truth
You've always been a part of my life until we stopped talking, and I feel so incomplete. I miss you meri ladooo
Yours, sorry from the heart,
— ugly fatty Couch potato 🐰💕
found these in my memory drawer ✦
look at us, look at us
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
us yrrr
sunflower
that csr ride i still dream about
our datesss
our mcd memory
<3
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
tiny promises, written in pencil
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
I'll listen with both ears (and zero rebuttals)
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor.
I'll come back to soft, faster
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
I'll choose "us" louder than I choose "right"
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
I'll text back like you matter
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
I'll bring snacks to the hard talks
Literally. A cookie, a tea, a tiny bowl of brownie. Hard conversations deserve gentle catering.
are you still mad? 😭
go on, hit me — i deserve it 🥺
Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲
hits taken: 0
go on, the bunny is ready 🥲
the official bunny mood ✿
how sorry am i, on a scale of 1 to 🐰
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Forgive me?
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry bunny on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)