I'm sorry,
really really sorry and I mean it
I know I messed up, and I'm really sorry. I made this little page just to say it properly — please scroll down and hear me out. 🫂
page one ✿
the letter I should've sent first
Ruhi ki
Mummy
Bacha
Please forgive me... You mean so much to me. I just cant imagine life without you babu. The whole body from to bottom shiver just seeing you go away.
I was wrong. I know I hurt you, and I shouldn't have. I let my mood get the better of me, and you didn't deserve any of it.
If I could go back to that moment, I'd handle it differently. I'd listen instead of argue. I'd be patient instead of stubborn. I'd choose you over being right.
I really do care about you, and I want to be better — not just today, but every day after this too. I promise I will be better for you. And i mean it i know i said this quiet a few time now but i am dead serious right now just wanna go beyond any hurdles just to be with you🫂
My love, I’m really sorry. I hate that I hurt the most precious person in my life. Please forgive me babu.I never wanted to make you feel this way. Please stay with me. We promised we would stay together through everything, and I can’t imagine losing you like this. I have already pictured us growing old together, making memories, annoying each other forever, and still choosing each other every single day.🫂 I know mere actions sometimes ruin things between us and i am not denying that.
But I swear on my mom, i am trying. I truly am. I want to become the man you deserve, the man you can feel safe and happy with.I know sirf bolna hi kaafi nahi ab, so i will prove it through my actions and by working on the things that hurt us. You mean too much to me to give up on us. Please don’t leave my love. Stay with me and let me make things right.
Yours Aho, sorry from the heart,
— ♥️🫂
found these in my memory drawer ✦
look at us, look at us
A small gallery of the version of us I'm trying to stay close to.
Please accept this
Our first picture = my favorite chapter started.
The moment we felt time stop.
My favorite place will always be next to you
Just one idiots and beauty making the best memories together.
The kind of comfort that feels like home
look at how nice this is. i'd really love to keep adding photos. 🥺
a list of things i'm not just saying ✿
tiny promises, written in pencil
Pencil because I might mess up — but I'll keep coming back to fix the lines.
I'll listen with both ears (and zero rebuttals)
You talk first. I'll save my "but actually" for never, or at least until tomorrow. Your feelings get the floor. No excuses at all
I'll come back to soft, faster
If I get prickly, I'll set a tiny mental timer and come find you with kinder eyes — same day, every time.
I'll choose "us" louder than I choose "right"
Being right is a tiny prize. Being us is a whole life. I know which one I want to keep.
I'll text back like you matter
Because you do. No more leaving you on read while I "think about my response" for six hours.
your words my command
promise to truly listen to what you want and need, and do everything in my power to make it happen. No arguments, no hesitations
are you still mad? 😭
go on, hit me — i deserve it 🥺
Slap, smack, punch, tap — whatever helps. The bunny is bracing itself with both ears down. Let it all out, and we'll talk about forgiveness after. 🥲
hits taken: 0
go on, the dudu is ready 🥲
the official dudu mood ✿
how sorry am i, on a scale of 1 to 🐰
100% sorry · 100% yours · 100% trying
the big ask ✿
Forgive me?
Pretty please, with sprinkles, with sparkles, with one (1) very sorry dudu on top, with a side of warm bread and a sky full of slightly-embarrassed stars?
i'll wait as long as you need. ✿
(the no button has anxiety. don't take it personally.)