a tiny diary entry...

okay so... that day.
the one that ruined me forever (in the best way) 🥹
like a phone on 4% battery 24/7. kinda alive, kinda not. ngl 😶
no plot. no main character. just vibing wrong 💔
a normal tuesday. or was it? lol idk. hour by hour, here's how the world ended (and started over) 🌍

woke up cranky, like usual
had no idea today was abt to be the one. iconic 🥱
universe was plotting smth
the wifi was bad on purpose. coincidence? no.
i saw you 👀
brain went bzzzt. heart went thump. legs went idk pls help.
we talked. for like... a sec?
felt like 4 years tho. in a good way. sweaty palms in a good way. 🫠
stared at the ceiling. different now.
brain has a new tab open. it's u. won't close. don't want it to.
hard evidence, ur honor. u literally rewrote my entire vibe 😭
slept by 9 like an old soul
sleep was my whole personality fr
3am yapping w you ✨
sleep? don't know her. talking to u is the new sleep 😤
3 sad songs on repeat
crying in the rain music vibes only
ur playlist hits different 🎧
every song is abt u now. even the angry ones. don't ask. 🤷
phone: 1 unread email
notifications were just bills
47 unread from u already 📱
i check my phone every 4 seconds. it's a problem. i don't care.
weekends were so long
like, what do people even do on saturdays
weekends are too short 🥹
we blink and it's monday again. that's so unfair btw.
"love" sounded fake
like a thing made up for movies idk
oh. oh. it's u 🥹
turns out it was real. just had to be u, apparently. weird how that works.
small dumb things. but like, all of them. idk how u did it. magic? maybe 🪄
i drink coffee now
u said "tea is mid" once and i never recovered

i see sunsets
never noticed them before u btw
i take pics
camera roll: 90% u 😭
rain = good
used to be sad. now it's romantic. pls explain.
share food now
a sentence i never thought i'd say
i laugh out loud in public
re-reading ur texts. people stare. worth it.
my daydreams
used to be naps. now they're u.
a lil photo wall. every dumb little moment, glued in 🤍
day 1: i caught feelings ✦
day 14: u laughed at my joke 😭
day 30: first sunset together 🌅
day 67: 4am cuddles <3
day ???: stopped counting 🥹
today: still down bad. forever 🤍
pls don't read this in a normal voice. read it like u know who wrote it 🫶

seriously. idk who i'd be without it.
so yeah. tap below if u still love me back okay 🥺