a tiny meltdown ~
if you leave
me…
imma be so unwell just so u know.
like, medically. it's documented below 🥺
my heart on a monitor
the doctors said it's serious. i said it's u 🥲
see?? this is medical evidence.
u can't argue with science 💔
today's vibes
weather is u-dependent btw 🌦️
sunny & perfect
- vibes: immaculate
- mood: serotonin overload
- brain: full of u
- chance of giggling: high
storm + ✨me crying✨
- vibes: cancelled
- mood: cereal at 3am
- brain: 404 not found
- chance of giggling: zero
stuff that dies with u
this is just the official list. there's more 😶🌫️
my morning coffee
tastes bitter forever. (made with tears now.)
my playlist
only sad songs work. taylor's version. on loop.
my sleep schedule
replaced with overthinking. at 3am. every night.
my sense of humor
last seen laughing at ur dumb joke. never again.
my outfits
just ur hoodie. all day. for legal reasons.
my appetite
eating? in this economy? without u? lol no.
stuff i'd cry over
i'd just sit and stare at these. for hours. don't make me 🥺
— first dumb selfie 💕 (i'd lose it.)
— that golden hour 🌅 (unbeatable.)
— ur stupid laugh 🥹 (my fav sound.)
— us being us 💗 (no caption needed.)
imagine i just had these.
and not u. catastrophic actually 😭
if you actually did
leave
here's how it'd go (i regret writing this) ↓
↳ 11:47pm · denial era
"i'm fine. totally fine."
spoiler: i'm not fine. ate cereal for dinner. cried into ur side of the bed. but i'm fine.
↳ 2:14am · the smell era
"ur hoodie is losing it 😭"
slept in it 3 nights in a row. it doesn't smell like u anymore. this is unconstitutional.
↳ 3:33am · feral era
"i talk to ur photo now"
told it about my day. it didn't reply. concerning behavior all around tbh. send help. or u.
↳ 4:02am · acceptance? lol no
"ok pls come back now???"
i tried. i swear. i can't. that's the whole entry. i can't. that's it. that's the message.
jokes off for a sec ~
ok but for real now
i made all this dramatic stuff sound funny
but tbh ~ i'm a little scared.
u became my fav part of every day.
my brain literally re-wired itself around u 🥺
so yea. losing u would be a real one.
like, soul-fracture level.
sign a no-leaving pact?
just one little tap. for my heart. pls 🥺
↳ tap to make it official. no take backs btw.
ok bye for now ~ 💗
but you're not
gonna right?
cool cool cool. i'll just... go assume that's a yes.
u're stuck w me. 4ever and ever 🤞