handle w/ care
from: a coward 🥺
found this in my drafts folder.
tap the ♡ to break the seal
↓ no take backs after this ↓
welp · ur here nowcaught me 🫣
you weren't supposed to find this.
but okay. fine. keep going. 🥺
i kept a secret 🤫
like a real one. tucked in deep.
couldn't say it out loud bc... you 🫠
ok don't laugh.
also don't run.
also don't read this in front of anyone.
i made the whole thing pls just scroll slowly ok 🥺
the cringe gets worse from here ↓
(it's a big deal)stuff i typed,
chickened out 🐔
receipts. literally. every time i almost said it.
to: u 💕
last seen 2 mins ago · always
↑ all real. sent zero of them.
coward, i know. 🫠
the evidence 🔍
exhibit a, b, c, d, e, f. you might be cooked.
stalked ur story.
3 times. last hour. 🫣
re-read our chat
like a fanfic 📖
imagined us holding
hands, twice. minimum. 🤝
opened ur dp
just to vibe. 📱
drafted future captions.
(not posting them. yet.) 💍
smiled at ur text.
like an actual idiot. 🥹
↑ submit this to court honestly. i'm pleading guilty 🥺
how it started 💭
it didn't hit all at once. tiny moments. each one a tiny ouch.
the first hi
u said hey, i said hey. brain went 🫠. nothing was the same after.
↳ unrecoverable
that laugh 🫠
u laughed at my dumb joke. my dumb joke! me?? funny?? to u??? brb crying.
↳ replayed: 1,847x
the 3 a.m. text
"u up?" hit different that night. i have NOT slept correctly since. tysm.
↳ insomnia: ur fault
just now 💗
writing this. heart literally going feral. someone pls check on me.
↳ status: cookedcrush-o-meter 💗
tap the heart to see how cooked i actually am. no pressure. (huge pressure.)
tap the button. let's see ~
↳ keep tapping. i'm not stopping u.
okay. deep breath.
i like u.
like, embarrassingly so. like, can't function kind. like, if u smiled at me right now i'd combust. there. i said it. 💌
♡ ♡ ♡
so yeah. now u know.
pls don't be weird tomorrow ok? 🥺
or do. weird is fine. weird is cute.
✿ ··· yours, the coward (formerly) ··· ✿