do not read
(okay fine, you can read it)
i fell for
my bestie 😭
a little diary.
read it before i lose my nerve 🫠
↓ scroll if u dare ↓
disclaimer ~
this is not a confession.
it's a crisis report 🚨
filed by yours truly.
↳ status: hopelessly cooked
log entry №247 ~
day two-hundred-forty-seven
of pretending i'm fine 🙃
i thought it'd be a phase.
it's been a whole season. 🍂
exhibit A ~
how i knew i was cooked 💀
receipts. all of them. 🧾
- saved every dumb meme u sentguilty
- read your texts twice. then thrice. 📱
- my fav song is now "our" song 🎧unrecoverable
- laugh too hard at your unfunny jokes 😭
- get jealous when u talk about them 🫠
- brain replays our convos at 2amevery. night.
- started caring how my hair looks lol 💁
↳ i'm a whole mess and you did this 😤
exhibit B ~
our dumb little moments 🥹
a tiny crime scene of how i got here ↓
— first ever selfie 📸
— the 3am laughs 🌙
— our dumb walks 🚶
— stolen fries era 🍟
— random adventures ✨
every photo. every laugh.
i was falling and didn't even notice 🫠
the moment ~
it hit me on a tuesday 📅
you were just...
eating noodles. that's it.
that was the crime scene. 🍜
i looked at you and went
"oh. oh no."
↳ never recovered btw
but wait ~
the "should i tell" debate 🗯️
pls don't judge my brain. it's tired.
say it 🌷
- maybe u feel it too 🥹
- cute holiday photos 📸
- imagine the matching pjs 🥺
- life would slap fr fr
don't say it 😬
- what if u just laugh 💀
- what if it gets weird 😖
- what if i lose my person 🥲
- what if. what if. what if.
the cons make sense.
but the pros have your face in them. 🥹
final entry ~
okay fine. here:
tap the envelope.
i can't say it out loud 🥹
to: my favorite person
RE: this is bad
↑ tap to rip it open ↑
— hi it's me —
i don't want a "best friend".
i want you. 🥹
not the version i imagine at 2am.
not the version where we play it safe.
just... you. the real one.
if it scares u, i get it.
if it makes u laugh, also fair. 😭
if u feel it too... tell me. pretty pls.
worst case: we still get fries on tuesday. 🍟
best case: my whole life. 🌷
yeah... it's you. 🌸
it was always you.
no pressure. no take backs either.
i just had to write it down somewhere. 💌
— end of diary entry —
(will probably write another one tomorrow tbh) 🫠